Wednesday, May 29, 2013

Drugged

   He's shouting at his wife again. Everyone around the neighborhood who is awake hears him, terrified. It's 2:20 in the morning, raining.
   I am clueless to what he's up to tonight, as if I know the reason behind every time this happens. He screams at the top of his lungs almost each early hour, omitting enough decibels for people to hear his megalomania four blocks from their house. People believe that he's on illegal drugs, which they perceive as the root cause of the fuss since then. His often red eyes, his leanness  and his odd behavior suggest so.
   He continues to shout. His voice is yet audible, louder and stronger than the sound of the rain.
  There are a lot of things going inside my mind right now - how Tita Gina, his wife, reacts on the outrage; why Tito Kano, the perpetrator, chose this life; and how Regino, their son, my friend since childhood, deals with the situation being the one most affected. All these things sprout out of concern for their family, since I know that they were once a happy family.
   The three live two blocks away from our house. They have their permanent residency there at least since I was a child. I know that Tita Gina isn't from this place and that the man was favored to have the family settle here. Tito Kano is a friend of my father, as Regino is a friend of mine. Regino and I used to play on the streets together with Aysi, his classmate, also a neighbor. Regino now studies Chemical Engineering at UP Visayas.
   My father once told me, as I was not bold enough to ask Regino on this matter, that Tito Kano's outrage started after a visit in Kalibo, Aklan, where he stayed for a few weeks, and came back. He says that his friend or relative may have dealt him a kind of illegal drug. Soon after, the horror of the Hibaler family - an uncontrolled paternal behavior of a drugged family man - started there. 
   A gate just clinked. It's 2:35 now, but still raining as hard.

Monday, May 20, 2013

Regeneration

   For those who already know me by my Blogspot, you may be wondering why I've already created more than two blogs which I barely maintained, and still managed to create this one. Factors like unavailability of stable internet connection and lack of inspiration contribute to my inactivity in formal blogging. Also, one reason why I created another is because I wanted to start anew and regenerate myself upon coming back to Blogspot.
   I've been around Tumblr and Wordpress, but I always come back to this site for its plain interface and user-friendly format. With that, I'd like to welcome myself around yet again.
   Hi. I hope to post here the good and the bad, the twists and the turns, and the ups and the downs about my life. This blog shall serve as my journal - a record of the vast expanse of my mind. I'll try to not be sarcastic. I'll try.